Edit: I know this entry sounds stupid to you guys, but I swear I had a past life. I can not think about this much less read about this without having a panic attack. As proof I used to have nightmares about the holocaust befor I even knew about it. I woke up in the middle of the night screaming and my brother would come into my room and I would tell him my dreams. he didn't tell me about the connection untill I was twelve. I know it sounds stupid, mhmkay.
Why why why??? Come on now Mrs.P do we really have to read the diary of Anne Frank?? It was bad enough they made me go to the holocaust museam last year. Everytime people bring it up I feel like I'm going to puke, not to mention I was consumed with guilt the intire field trip. (Leave me alone Erin, my dads family wasn't in Germany at the time GET OVER IT!!) I wonder if she'll excuse me? She's told me I'm one of her favorite students because she can really connect with me. (LA teacher she knows more about me than anyone, including my brother.) I know I need to get over it because I want to be a history teacher, so I think it might be time to concure my biggest fear, as long as I dont have to go back to that disturbing museum I'll be fine.
H is my name · Sat Feb 28, 2009 @ 12:41am · 1 Comments |