Sometimes the answer is, "Wait, and you shall see." When its wait, we never know how long. How long must we toil, till our time is come before God's glory is revealed to us? I wonder that, but I have found when i ask God for answers, he usually doesn't give them to me straight out. He gives me small answers. answers to help me grow. Somtimes, we do not need a sign, because sometimes it is right in front of us and we are simply searching too hard to notice. I go through a whole lot of crud at home. the details are too complicated to explain, and I scream and yell at God. "Why haven't you stopped this?" Lately, when things are a little better or when the house is calmer, I can think more and that's when God talks to me. Not directly like person to person but differently. Its hard to explain. but I feel peace. and he shows me what I should do through scripture. I'm so sick of my parents, that I fail to listen to them. and it hurts when I realize that I can be wrong too. When I'm angry, swearing up a storm to God about everything, how they do this and do that and how my life is nothing but crap, He can't exactly get a word in to me when I won't listen. Were you to say to me, I'v tried listening, but he never says squat and I never see changes or anything. I know how that feels. It hurts deep. sometimes we try too hard. Sometimes he just says, "stop trying to be me. You can't fix all things or how other people act or speak. It would be too much for you. I love you. Lay down your fears, your worries, all that you carry, all that burdens you to me. I will take care of you. Trust me, and I will show you who I am."
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