Emotional Masking
ever felt like when somebody asks if your alright and you say okay even when your really not that they would just go along with what you said? DO you wish somebody would finally say Tell the truth?
i do and i'm sick of waiting... NObody really cares even when they say your their best friend or boyfriend or girlfriend. In the end remember that the ones you love the most hurt and stomp on your heart with words of the foul and the bleak.
What i wish for? well i'm an emotional mask everyone goes with what i say and i'm okay with that. Noone bothers me and again i'm alone as ever in my isolated mind free to roam through the real and the caring and the fake and the cheap. I don't blame them if they look at me and find nothing but a surface smile that doesn't reach my eyes. I'm also okay with getting my heart stomped on. I have no heart it was taken and shreded to many times to be beating any longer. Put your head to hear my heartbeat and you hear the empty silence i want to never leave me. It is my silence and nothing can fill it. Don't put my heart together or try to it's been broken and some pieces are missing.
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