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You can do it kanarazu
You can make it tsukami toreru yo
Take your chances mayowazu
Kimi wo shinjiteiru yo

I believe in yuuki wo
I can give you kimi ni ageru yo
Take your chances tashikana
Aiwa koko ni aru kara

Ironic how this song is playing... This is on shuffle, too. [I also memorized all the words to it about three or four years ago...]

I can't believe I went back and talked to Mister Egret! How could I!? I was supposed to not talk to him! I mean, I decided not to... but then I couldn't possibly get into a decent shape of mind unless I found out! I had to ask, or else I'd go crazy! [Not literally]

San-chan, you can't reveal who Mister Egret is to anyone, if you're reading this. Just take that simple joy that only you know who he really his, and take that simple joy that only you can mock me and laugh at me for writing so about such a person. -__- That should make it just more hilarious for you. Miss "He gave you a cookie ahahahaha" Just so you know, it was a very good--no, delicious--cookie. ><;

So I asked him... and he... Aaah why does he have so much faith in me!? I never want to let him down... he's had such a big impact on my life, it's crazy! I wouldn't be even close to the person I am today if he hadn't entered my life! And I can't even write what I asked him... ugh... and San-chan is probably [if she's reading this] laughing at how idiotic I sound, and that it probably sounds like I asked him to prom [which would be completely insane....] or something crazy like that.

I need to write in my actual journal that's not for my English teacher. There's no way I can write to him about Mister Egret and this... he'll just think I'm more crazy. ...waah...

I'm so nerve-wracked! I have so much to do! I have to live up to expectations--but I'm so happy... All because of what he said. Aaah~ No one has ever said that to me here... it's just... I'll write that to my English teacher, actually. Or, more...sensibly, in my other journal, which no one will read [but San-chan already knows what I'm going to write...], except me. Cause my memories are for me, and whoever reads this can just be confused. =P

Off to reading! And my computer clock is fast--YES, it's not slow.

...I don't know if I'll be able to read, but I'll try. This whole week... blur... I have such a weird feeling! And everything has only just begun!