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Yes, Just Friends.
Do you know you stole my heart?
Do you know you took my life?
Do you know there is an empty space inside waiting arrogantly for you to return?
Do you know when you pushed me away I died...every part of me broke.
I couldn’t think...
I couldn’t laugh...
I couldn’t smile...
All because you broke you promise.
You broke me and my heart.
And I have this locket that I wear...and it is beautiful and fragile (much like my love).
And it’s not really fair to remind you that I wear it from time to time...
Because it burns that hole...it weighs so heavily upon my chest...when I think about it...I forget to breathe...
And I wear it because I’m waiting for you...your love. But I know I’ll never get it back. I don’t know why I can’t just let go...I don’t know why you can’t love me...but I hate it. This locket hole me back. I want nothing more than a reason why. You told me you were simply more...‘independent’ ...
But hours later you told people you wanted someone to be there for you...
Someone to hold you...to tell you everything was going to be o.k.
I can do that.
I’m there for you, I’ll hold you, I’ll tell you everything is will be alright...
So why not?
What’s wrong?
Am I not good enough...?
Not pretty enough...?
I’ve changed my hair, my make-up.
My shoes, my clothes, my life...
I’ve changed my look.
But I’m still the same.
Sad, lonely, and waiting...
But that’s fine with me.
Because I’m not like everyone else.
I won’t leave you, I’ll try my best not to hurt you, I’ll help you in any way that I can...
Not matter how bad you hurt me, no matter how far it goes...
I’ll always be there for you.
Because I am your friend.

Damn...if you weren't such a drama queen then I might've considered you a decent human...for once...