I really hate feeling scared. I always have and lately it's gotten worse , I get scared more easily now. Like I could be sitting at home alone and I will be scared because it's too quite , or because I feel like theres someone outside. I've gotten really well at not showing my emotions. I can be sad , scared , mad or even angry without anyone knowing. I have a fake smile , it's the only smile I have, I don't have a real smile. I'm never happy I'm always other emotions. But I hate being scared most of all !
I don't know why I'm writing this . Maybe because It's so dark outside that I can't see out the window and no one else is in the house.
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Me and my randomness !!!
This journal is complely random ! Well not completely It's full of stuff I need to remember and stuff I want to share !
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