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...to never be nosy again. Just one click, and I found out something I didn't want, and that I had hoped wouldn't have happened, but it did. I want to cry... but I can't, because I'm babysitting here, and I can't cry here. This is completely awful. This day was just horrible [except for after school].

Today Keiko-san and San-chan took the AP English test. Keiko-san said it was real easy, but San-chan said that the essays were a bit difficult, avoiding writing about the plot line anyway. Me, I was left alone in my classes reading or doodling.

Shinta-san saw me all throughout the day. He kept bugging me. "What's wrong?" "Why are you limping?" I kept yelling at him that it was nothing. It was weird seeing him so much today... but it cheered up my lonely day. =]

After school was fun. Although I really wish I could talk freely with them... Talk about Kumon or something. I love Kumon. x3

Gabriel talked to me today about moving up to the transition table. He's happy that he moved up.

Mister Egret has a "phobia", so Mister Pelican says, of insects. I don't like insects either... And he likes Snickers! That made me so happy. I like Snickers a lot. =3

Anyways... I can't write what I found out here, but it's awful, and I hate it, and I can't say anything because then... more bad things will happen. I wish this would all just end... I don't want the school year, and my time with everyone in theatre and Mister Egret to be over, but... Once college gets here, I'll be rid of all that complexity that's pushed itself upon my life. It'll be one less weight gone [hopefully].

I know that sounds terrible, but... I really just want... I can't even say it here. How can I possibly say it in Doctor Dodo's journal, though? ...I already said other things, so I might as well. What'll he say to that, though? He'll probably tell me to announce it or something, like he did to San-chan. The big meanie. Hmph.

Anyways... I loved staying after school again today, despite my leg hurting all the time. I need to figure out what to do about that... Maybe it won't hurt tomorrow. I don't even know what happened. I didn't do anything to strain it or something.

I love theatre. =D And my wig is in customs!! Yaaay~ Maybe I'll get it by Tuesday!