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Nothing I say ever seems to help, so I'm not gonna say anything...
But wait, what cuss word is that? IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE!

-hugz tight- (idk if these hugs ever help but theyre supposed to be comforting so....be comforted)
If you eevr seriously run away. Remember the closet thing o.o i could bring you food every day. get you a little tv in there. Bring you outside when my parents are away. 3nodding living the dream.
Lolz just kidding. (i think)
No it wouldnt be convienient if you dissappeared off the face of the planet. Do you realize how much you mean to me??? And how much you help me???
I bet if i hadnt met you that id be dead by now. Or close to it. Always alone.
But you make me feel unalone and special and wanted and .... good (lolz how descriptive, "good" wink
Hope you know that im here for you and will be for a while.
And that youre not alone. Or completely alone at least.
I try to help as much as i can but idk if it helps at all so sorry for that....
And i cant really do anything about your home problems....
Bleh.
But dont give up. Or at least not yet. Youre a strong girl. :]

Holy sht wtf did they do? And if you died who would i have to say f-the world with D: Who would i have in pe to make me laugh, would could i vent to when i have a problem? I have considerd running away i have a plan but thats not important right now now is it sweatdrop And like lexxi said dont give up your a very strong girl and your not unwanted, your not alone you have me biggrin and all of ur friends, your not uneeded cause i need you to help me mess with kyle xD and Payne everyone is lied to i get tired of it two but oh well ppl are pretty messed up these days.... And dont hate life payne life is a gift you should cherish it and live life to the fullest everyday, I have problems at home and at school (i dont want to say what they are on gaia tho i tell u on the phone later or somethin..) But do my problems make me want to give up NOPE THEY SURE AS HELL DONT CAUSE I TELL THEM TO F-OFF xD Your just 14 things will get better but only if you want them to, you can chose hate or chose love, you can choose depression or choose happiness, you can choose anger or forgiveness.....Only you can truely choose for things to get better or worse...i just want to tell you are loved, wanted, and appretiated :3

I truly dont know what to say other than, Im sorry that you've got so much pain, anger, deppression in your life....