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...I just can't. Okay, look, I don't know anything, because no one really tells me anything--which is there business, not mine. I mean, I do the same thing--I'm always lying and not telling anyone anything because I don't want to bother them, but I also don't understand anything either. I guess if I want people to talk to me, I need to talk to them, huh? I usually do, though... I just don't share the stuff I know will just reveal how weak I really am.

Anyways. Mister Fairy Tern asked me how I could do that--leave his house while Zach was there. What the heck. No offense, but I don't want to sit there till ten at night listening to Zach go on about a Frisbee or whatever. That's not exactly enjoyable to me--especially when I have a headache and only have Dustin to come home to. He's so... he's the one person in this whole world that annoys me to no end.

So Mr. Pearce was asking me what kind of music I listen to this morning, then started guessing what I was listening to. It was funny [and he never guessed], but when I told my dad about it, he gave a weird look and asked, "What business is it of his?" ...is it really that weird?

I wish I could help my friends. I really do, but I don't know anything. I'm so oblivious to so many things--I just can't help them. And even if I did know, I wouldn't be able to do much about it except be there for them. I can't change how they feel or they're situation, unless it directly involves myself.

Well... After school was fun. So was lunch. Especially lunch, actually. I felt more comfortable today... and uh.. yeah. >< I'm going to get better at this! I just know it!

Goodnight~