This isn't a happy day.
I love Nick. All I ever wanted was to make Nick happy. Something I apparently fail at far too much to stand. This pattern keeps emerging in our relationship, and short of talking about it more, again, I don't see it stopping. I can't take it anymore, and I have to just assume Nick can't take it anymore either.
I'm ending our relationship. I don't hate Nick, Nick is still worth loving. But our ideas of how to love and treat each other are clearly too skewed. I hope Nick can find somebody who can be what he wants and needs. I regret not being enough.
That's all. *walks away*
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edaaz · Sun May 24, 2009 @ 11:28am · 0 Comments |