Life is like a game. A board game, a video game, whatever game you decide. The game is fun if you play it with a lot of people. But once those people abandon you, the game can get quite boring. You feel as if there's no reason to continue playing the game.
And that is where it gets dangerous.
I am at that point in life. It is boring to me. I feel like quitting the game. I feel like giving up. Being bored of life is very hard. The very things that kept you alive up to this point, music, anime, whatever, don't sate your desire for more. You get to feeling like the only things that prevented you from killiing yourself before are slowly becoming more and more distant. No longer interested in anything, including life, you become suicidal.
And that, dear friends, is where I am at. I do not fear the beyond.
******** your god, ******** your faith in the end. There's no religion.
I may never write in here again. If I do not, you know what happened.
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Cut my wrists and black my eyes
So I can fall asleep tonight
Or die because you kill me