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I take that last step to the end of the cliff, my toes now dangling off the sides. Even here, at the oceans edge, where it seems as if a toddler got a huge knife and sliced a chunk of the land, messily creating a steep rocky fall, the soft greens grass grows all the way to the edge. And so i just stand here, relaxed for the first time in three years, finally truly at peace. but i want everything to change here, i want to go completely back to the way i was before i depart this life. and so i reach up to grasp the leather cord, worn and soft that hasn't left my hair once these last three years. Exactly three years ago, at this very spot it began, a life of torment and pain, one of which there had never been any escape. And now i cast of that tie, one that had bound not only my hair but my life and my freedom. But most importantly it had help together my sanity and as i cast it out to sea i felt myself begin to unravel. And i also felt those memories come back, so i closed my eyes and prepared to revisit all that i had pushed away from me forever.

okay that was part one.... keep looking for part two!!!! please comment ^^ thank you very much