I guess I should start by saying I'm not really an emo... I don't exactly "do" emo, but somehow it apeals to me. Blood doesn't really bother me at all... but don't get me wrong though, cutting yourself isn't exactly a perfect outlet. I do feel like I'm in the dark though... I'm not exactly sure why, but I can't seem to find my way out. I guess I should also mention I don't dress it either.
I hate how people are starting to dress emo because it's "in-style." Really people, create trends don't follow them. I'm honestly not trying to mock anyone, it's just that I think it's kinda stupid for people to dress a certain way or act a certain way because they want to be accepted.
You know I think it's kind of funny how the true emo's don't always dress it. The ones that hurt the most show it the least, the true posers dress dark. (Don't get me wrong some people do like to dress in black.)
My place in all of this is from the outcasted... I'm not a nerd, a popular, not really a jock, or emo, or goth. I'm one of those people you walk past and don't ever have a second thought about. I will say I'm in band but I have no friends there. I drift from groups, but mostly in the lower end of things. It doesn't bother me at all. Thats just who I am, and thats how I intend to keep it.
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