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How I Feel....
Yeah my life and how i feel on things....
Am I Good or Evil?
I've been confused on something for a long time, am i good or evil? I've been trying to be a good person for the longest time now, I put others before myself. Deep inside i really don't give a s**t about them, i'm only doing it to be good. I see them suffering, and i hate it when people suffer. I try to help them, but this feeling inside says they're hypocrites and deceivers it. Why should i help people when i get nothing in return? Another side of me tells me to get my s**t together and help those who need it. I mostly like helping people, but it seems evil is growing in me. I see the world heading towards a s**t hole fast, half of me tells me to try to save it, the other to let it rot. I really want to help it, but I really want to see it destroy itself. This feeling of good and evil is really confusing me. I can't help it, i know i should be good, but do i really care? Can someone explain this to me!?





Arnarkey
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    B1g_crunch
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    commentCommented on: Tue Jun 23, 2009 @ 03:30pm
    Dude, that's EXACTLY how I feel. I try and be a good person a lot but occasionally there are my moments that I'm sure you've seen where I honestly just go for whatever without caring who gets upset or hurt. Part of me is reckless for wanting to leave behind my concern for others, and the rest of me wants to help.

    I think the answer comes down to what you would prefer to do more. I honestly think you're good because you've kept me in check during some of my reckless moments, and I haven't really seen you do anything so bad.


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