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My world fall's apart right in front of my eye's
Every word i have ever heard has been a lie
Thing's like
I love you, And you know i care
Word's spoke but never meant
It's really not fair

My heart is so cold
I have ice in my vein's
My soul is painted black
Just to conceal all my pain

You look at me with such scowling eye's
It make's me feel worthless
And dead inside

It doesn't even matter how hard i tried
Nothing i do is ever good enough for you
I'm sorry i'm not good enough
I really did try

So many year's have passed
And i have discovered something new
I am not the one to blame
i blame you
So many time's you told me i was worthless
And i believed it to be true
But i am not the worthless one
That is you

Don't get us confused
Don't say it is my fault
For once in your life
At least act like you have a heart

You act like i owe you something
Well i don't owe you s**t
You are the one who owes me
But i didn't ever expect it

You tell me i am a waste of time
You are the one who is a waste
Seeing as all me time is spent on you

I just wish thing's could go back to the way they were
Back when you said you love me and really meant it
Back when you thought i was worth something
And always said it
Back when i wasn't afraid to cry
Cause back then my tear's wouldn't disappoint you