how do u perch a thirst 4 answers. can u ever feed ur confustion enough to make ur thoughts unravil. and when ur haveing an emo moment how do u pull through w/out a shoulder to cry arms 4 safty and lips 4 reassureance. how would u handle this if u had thought this message was 4 ur eyes 2 saticfy the one u are the care 4 but 4 them to say it wasnt ment 4 u to save me... wat words are to be said in an awquard position such as this confused and 4 once not knowing wat 2 do cuz the only thing u can do is forbidden. i used too get a kick out of watching anime and it would help ease my pain and suffering some how its magic has been no use wat so ever my heart eches i still cry i cry out 4 no one 2 hear me as i stay here in pain ...................i cant even go to a fantasy world to pretend anymore i can no longer run i have to face it till its over it its completely over and who knows when that day that moment that closer or saticfaction will ever come with tears running down my faces and a sence of hopeless ness here i go again in the same place i was last year but i am sorry to say to myself here and now ........................im still in love w/ him .......... the feeling has never gone iv tryd all i can do all i can say all i can compare but hes still in my mind ......its been so longsince iv cryd 4 him i tryd drowning myself in relationships and love and intamacy that i started to play with others emotion i bacame self fish and hurt ppl and ended up hurting my self more im cluless how 2 handle this but all i know is im tired bord sacared confused and all i want i love my love and now 2 go to sleep
 midnit_r0ck · Wed Jul 22, 2009 @ 08:03am · 1 Comments |
