today was kinda upsetting but the story started yesterday. i had a crush on a guy here and he seemed to like me too. i guess i was wrong. i asked him if he wanted to see a pic of me. he said yes without skiping a beat. but when i showed him he started acting different. he just wasn't himself. then he said "thats you?" and when i said yes he said something...i can't remember exactly what he said, all i remember is feeling sad.i guess he said something that made me think he ment i was ugly, because i was asking if it was a sarcastic remark or a truthful one. then he didn't answer so i told him i was taking it as a sarcastic remark. then he signed off. today i came on and he was on as well. he started saying how he was sorry and that he was looking at the wrong pic and that i was pretty. then he told me what pic he was looking at and it ended up being my friends pic. then he said he was confused and i said "you think my friends pretty and you think i'm ugly." then i blocked him...i guess...even if he did feel the same way about me...it wasn't a real feeling...cause he doesn't seem to like me now that he knows i'm ugly...looks shouldn't matter...
lil miss Chi · Thu Dec 29, 2005 @ 09:06pm · 0 Comments |