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Right this moment im feeling down. Really down. Sometimes i just want to give up. Sometimes i think does he really love me? Some things he says are amazing and others make me feel complete crap. This time its over him thinking im lieing about drink and im not. Everyone knows that i dont drink but hes saying 'Dont lie to me' and 'If you want to be like them go ahead but i wont be here'. Im like why are you saying this to me? And ive got to the point where im crying and ready to give up on everything. Heart is breaking. Im starting to have second thought sknow and i really dont want them because i love him. And know he saying that im nothing like them and im like yeah i know that but you really dont. Is the past year and a half a lie?
'Im not a princess this aint a fairytale.'
I thought it was it was so close crying

Is this how emo's feel? How the hell do you get over this stuff? I just dont know anymore. Hes trying to make up like nothing happened but im still here on cam talking to him crying my eyes out. Im writting in something thats public that no one reads anyway.
So whats the point in crying for help?

Splatt out