Well I have been desperately searching for a roommate online and asking around with my coworkers. I bumped into an old Drama Club pal and she needs a roommate as well. If I don't have enough money then she said I could stay with her family. Atleast of a little while. Should I really try to live with another friend's family? I mean will I ever get out of this awful situation. Will I ever find a real roommate and good apartment. Will I ever go on with my life? I am just feeling so stuck and down on myself. None of my friends have called me or emailed me. I feel just awful. If not for my mom I would be absolutely alone and she is leaving pretty soon. She bought me food, clothes, and helped me repair my bicycle. Right now I am in need of a friend. A person who will talk to me and hang out with me a bit. But I will never get that. Everyone I know is too busy for little old me. There is school, work, and overall life that keeps them away. Or is it that I am too annoying, socially awkward, or too lazy for their taste? Like I said earlier I am feeling stuck and downing on myself. emo I ish a little f***in' emo child. Whatever! I need to go now and eat some lunch.
BYE!
 Zabethlyburn · Fri Nov 13, 2009 @ 06:02pm · 1 Comments |
