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hmm...
I dream about you, I seeing you in my dreams it’s a warm feeling seeing you glow as white as you where feeling your warmth all I can do is cuddle with you in my dreams as we did before you went to the other side seeing a new light. I hold you close as a tear runs down my face and falls onto your fur. I wake up knowing its over the one time I see you and it one feels like a minute but its no minute its hours of sleep. I look around seeing its my room, your light is gone so is your warm fur I have a tear fall on to my bed as I lay my head down I close my eyes I feel cold as Im alone in my bed I turn to the wall and I pull my legs up to my stomach as I use to sleep with you. Im almost a sleep in a state of awareness. Its still, the world around me is still I feel everything around me is still as if it was trapped in time. I feel something heavy come a pond me step by step I feel the warmth I can see the light I know its you. Even after death I know you sleep with me, keeping me warm at night and protecting me. As if you did when you where alive. As the day goes by I still know you sleep with me at night, play with me as I play in the yard, and follow me during the day I know I may not see you nor feel your fur but I know your there always by my side. I love you China <3 You are the ear I can whisper my deepest darkest secrets to and the shoulder I can cry on and the hug that warms my soul up, he is truly the one for me <3
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