So. I guess for the past so weeks i have been feeling empty.
I dont know why.
I have been contaplating it.
The feeling of empty-ness when you dont have someone you love.
Or the rejection feeling.
I have been feeling it alot.
Growing like a sad little seed thriving on little water.
I want it to go away.
I know people that read this dont give a s**t.
But Its hard not to vent.
Especially when i dont have anyone to go to.
My family fights alot, i cant even go to my closest sister.
Or even my friends. THey just dont care anymore.
Its hard, my life has been a rollar coaster that just doesnt stop.
Its going off the tracks at this point.
For some reason thinking about all this brings the thoughts of tears to my eyes.
Trickling to sight, that i cant stop.
I want that feeling to stop.
To have someone hold my hand, walk with me.
Help me get through things, Guide me.
It helps, alot.
To have someone there that makes you happy.
That joyful feeling inside.
That makes me smile no matter whats going on.
Murrasaurous Community Member 
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