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April's Journal
Well my journal is going to mainly be about my life. I may post some of my poems in there, but thats about it. Ill write in it whenever I want to let one of my friends know what is going on with my life or something.
Betrayal. [[Newish Poem]]

An echo fades into the night,
An eerie mournful sound.
A shooting star disappears from sight,
And I crumble to the ground.
There is no life within this garden;
My sobs are the only sound.
I have poisioned the honey fountain,
Where only your love could be found.

Dazed, I stare at the stars above;
My griveing howls fill the night.
Unintended betrayal of love,
Has hidden you from my sight.
I remember how it used to be
When we shared our hopes and delights.
You were a treasured friend to me,
So how can I make this right?

Feeling afraid, cold and lonely,
I long to tell you how I feel.
But you don't want to hear me,
The pain for you being just to real.
Should I back away and build a wall?
I know you heart needs to heal.
Or, should I give you a call?
We both need time to heal.

An echo fades into the night,
As our friendship disappears.
How do I know what's right?
And how do I ease my fears?
If I do call you again,
Would the old rounds reappear?
I can't stand to cause you pain...
For hurting you seems to be my worst fear.