Five years have passed since day last.
Strange, that’s my favorite number.
Even stranger is how I feel.
I feel quite numb as of the moment,
When I think about you and these years.
So much time has passed since day last.
I’m still numb about it though.
It hurt in the beginning.
The bond between you and I,
Was still there and so alive.
The pain did go away soon,
And was replaced with longing.
It didn’t pain me as much,
But it did make me look.
Now, I don’t even long for you.
I don’t even want to know you.
You’ve become a part of my history,
A section of my story back then,
The one that made me today.
But I do want to see you.
I do want to see you’re okay,
And that you’re all right with me,
Feeling the way I did for you.
Because I can still feel you,
No matter how far you are.
The beat of your heart is strong,
But it’s faint and so very small.
And with every step I take,
These memories of you,
Begin to slip away,
And the sound of your life,
Fades deeper into the black,
Far back inside my thoughts.
Soon, I will no longer care,
If you live or if you die.
I will no longer hear the sound,
Of the life rushing through your veins.
But for now, I can still feel you,
Living the life you’ve only,
Recently begun to live.
 Ukeire · Tue Dec 22, 2009 @ 02:22am · 0 Comments |
