I am being booted out because I couldn't pay $200 a month for one cold messy room in a loud house. I am glad to leave but that means I have to go back to my dad's. No more pride left in me to fight or anything of the such. I am still working at BAM but no more movies.
That still saddens me.....how I loved working there! Friendly co-workers, great managers, and the labor was good too!
*sigh* Mustn't get too depressed or else I shall never get out of it again. Once my old friends go back to college downtown I won't have anyone to hang with or talk to.....other than Mika-chan!
She has been with me the whole time and has even cuddled with me when I was sad. A quiet companion who is always there. Her eyes console me in my dark hours and her small smile lets me know she loves me.
How pathetic, right? But when all you have is a journal to turn to you get a little lonely....and nuts! I know no one reads this and if they do they won't reply in anyway. It's a nice little space of digital space to write out my feelings and notes. I do have a real journal with paper and such but typing sometimes feels better than a hand cramp every few minutes.
Well no more of that....another move, no pride, and only one job.
That's all that is new!
 Zabethlyburn · Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 03:36am · 1 Comments |
