I sit and think about a dreadful treat
Munching on razor blades, chopping into my meat
gums bleed and I'm in a simple need
a need of attention through the reed
but I can't see the attender
so I sit in my blender
I can hear her voice
she knows it's my choice
I can't trust you if I can't see you
but I can smell a hint of true
spilling out of your lips
hearing what slips
this is what i gripped
that you need to be nipped
for you are not in need of me
we split far from our bonded destiny
leave me and never look back
because you would of hurt me and this is the fact
everything is black and I'm suffering an attack
So I may go into my green crippled sack
and lay forever and ever till I can die
if god would bless me with death but its a lie
Hear my cry, let my fly, I want to be a soul
I don't want to be dirt and this is my goal
this is why I crawl, for my feet are in hurt
I remember back when I was with Mert
I wish I was drunk, I wish I was high, I wish I had a cig, and I wish I could fly
I could run and run and run for awhile but in the end I will be alive, I want to die
I know you just did what you did
I know this will all sound stupid
but ******** me who cares
and play anything that blares
kill me emotions before you take my life
and kill this pain that leads this strife
you tortured me with these secrets and
you withold soo much with your left hand
******** this and ******** that
its just that, and that is fat
it needs to be burned and left behind
so some fake b***h could stumble upon and find
this horrid twisted and ******** and listed
the plain old complicated and much exaggerated
thing you call my history
and it's only hard for me
but if you leave make sure to step on my face
so the girl who takes your title and place
would know I been walked on
and so on and so forth and again so on
I am not needed or wanted, so I am loyal to all
but your loyal to no one and that is my fall
******** man.....
Meltone Community Member 
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