The pain never really goes away, and it never really gets easier. And the more you add to it the worse it gets. It's times like these when the wheat is separated from the chaff. Those who are cowards take the easy way out, those who try but can't handle it break, and those who are truly strong will carry through it and come out smiling on the other end. Some are thrown the pain and some are carried above it in blissful ignorance. Unfortunately I have been thrown the pain, as well as those I deeply love and care about. My only question is, do we know each other because of the pain, does misery really love company, or are there other motives to Fate's bringing me here to this circle of people? And what do I do now that I'm here? There are roads I can take, but no map to guide me. Are they to be my map? Am I to be theirs? And in the end, how many will still be here? I do not like to think of myself as Miss Right Now, I want to be something more permanent than that. Is it too much to ask, though? Am I destined to be met and left with such abruptness that it leaves me questioning if it's me and not them? And what of those that leave and come back with such regularity that I don't even worry anymore? Is it normal to be used to saying, "They'll be back?" How many times is love supposed to leave and come back before it's yours to keep? Is it always supposed to be a battle to keep those you love near to you? Is heartache supposed to be such a prominent part of life that it oh so often overshadows the bliss? My questions seem endless and no one happens to have the answers...
· Tue Jan 19, 2010 @ 05:41pm · 0 Comments