I really do not like letting my mind wonder. It's like if I don't have anything creative to write, draw, or do I will start thinking of things, past, present, and future. And at times when I think about those things it's not the most pleasant.
I thought of some past events lately and it's not like I just realized somethng but it's more like I was thinking more clearly about it. How you think someone will be honest with you but they lied. Not only did they lie but they have been lying to you for awhile and more than likely would have kept up with it if something didn't happen that was out of their control that exposed the lie.
Then it's not just the lie that hurts, it's the fact of the length of how long it has been going on, knowing you were purposely decided. And what's worse in the end you wonder were they sorry about lying or if they're more sorry that they got caught.
In the end it still seems to be all about them. People really only say sorry to ease their guilt than to mend your feelings.
Depressing as that is that's how my mind works when I'm alone thinking.
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