Is it weird? The fact that I'm so young and I can barely hold my head above water. I try to carry everyone else on my shoulders because I feel like that's where they need to be. They need to be with me, and I need to protect them. I'm coming to realize that I don't need to protect them, but I will when I can and I do when I can. I love everyone, but one more than most. Out of all my friends and all my best friends, he's the one I love the most. Though he's more than a friend, and I'm the only one who considers us both in terms. I want to be with him always, even if it's different than now. I love my best friends to the ends of the world, so it's hard to imagine how much I love him. The only thing I worry about is the fact that my friends will always, always be there for me, and I'm afraid that he'll one day leave... Hopefully if it happens, it's much to far in the future to foresee.
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