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Bipolar SUCKS!


ani_cat_candy
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Headaches SUCK
Yesterday I got a headache on the way back from the doctor's office - the kind I knew was going to turn into a migraine.
When I got home, mommy gave me half of a hydracodone (sp?) which usually gets rid of the pain + knocks my a** out.. unfortunately, I had also taken some ritline (sp?) so I was unable to go to sleep sweatdrop

So the headache went away for about four hours, then the pain killers wore off and my head hurt worse than before!
I honestly haven't had one this bad sense I was maybe 8 or 9.

Not much can make me cry (really the only thing that can is my depression, and even then it's only a little bit), but I was bawling my eyes out over this one! sweatdrop
I wanted so bad to just slam my head into the wall until I knocked myself out! gonk

Then, once I finally fell asleep, I had the most screwed up dreams so I didn't really get any rest (my mind didn't anyway)
So when I woke up with that wonderful feeling after the migraine finally goes away, I was too tired to enjoy it and fell right back asleep, then woke up a few hours later with the headaches I get from laying down too long! stressed

I fell back asleep on the couch after I came down, P.O.ed because of the headache, then went back up a bit later because I rather the headache to freezing my a** off.

And it's been pretty much like that all day. I take a nap because I can't stop dozing off, wake up with a headache, take something for it, stay up as long as I can, then take a nap after fighting dozing off for about an hour, then wake up with a headache, and on and on and on.

And every time I take a nap, I have those damned screwed up dreams! stressed

So, right now, (I just gave up on trying to go to sleep for the night -it's 10:30) it feels like someone is trying to pound a blunted nail into my temple stressed

So, on a scale from 1-10 (10 being the absolute worst pain I've ever felt) last night would have been a 9.75 and right now is only about 3 (4.5 when I lay down)
So, it's more annoying than anything.




 
 
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