My head has been pounding for the past 2 months it's getting worse even. The voices hurt .... Very few are kind and I feel I'm drawing kida away! I'm losing myself fast, christophe and gang can hardly be heard now, all voices of the creatures I tried to muffle grow louder... I want to cry and curl into the fetal position. I'm only half way from my breaking point; which I fear, will leave me an emotionless mute(which will more then likely worry kida and I don't want that). I fear hurting him....i don't want to lose him.... I love him. I don't want to be alone again, in the darkness of neglect...
-curls up-
kida... I'm sorry I'm such a nusence ... I love you.
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