I WAS TLD SOMETHING BY THE MOST PERFECT GUY IN THE WORLD! My ex-boyfriend asked me out then like two minutes later he was like "Well, I was joking about all that." and my heart just,just,well, I don't how to say it, I guess it disapeared. I have no words to describe how used and useless I feel right now. He played with my fragile heart and my sweet and weak emotions. I was a boulder, a rock, but now.... I'm not the rock I used to be, I'm not a rock this time. I have nothing to live for now...... absoulutly nothing. If I had the guts I would cut myself right now and just let the blood flow out and maybe, just maybe it would stop all the pain as I would drift into my eternal bliss.
Song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zuZB2O6orV0&feature=related
 Meridyth Mayhem · Sat Apr 10, 2010 @ 12:29am · 2 Comments |
