Life has brought up issues that throw in my face one by one. I can't believe I'm not breathing over all of this, but I guess I have my own reasons. I loved him. I loved both of them. For them to both walk out on me on the exact same time? That I guess I can't change. Now I bring up the issues of this summer. I'm refusing it. I can't be a daughter to a dad who's never there for me, nor a dad who walks out on us. So now my immediate family consists of me and my mom. I won't get to see my sisters in a long time, and I won't be able to see all my friends. No matter how lonely I get, I guess I shouldn't complain. I've got a good home and enough to eat. That's all I basically need. I suppose I shouldn't rely on other people, anyway. The heartache lingers, but the feelings are changing. In the end I know I'll be numb and left behind. So why care? It's obvious nobody else does.
A Static Sensation Community Member 
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