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P03M$ It's Just Poems Bout My Feelings.


Xx_BloodyDeath_Wish_xX
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My Life Part 2
The Letter


I Woke Up The Next Morning,
I Was Sore All Over!
I Didn't Know Why.

then I Thought,
"Maybe I Just Swam To Hard Yesturday!"
After All I Was Showing Off!

It Bugged Me So Much,
I decided To Eat MY Breakfast,
During Lunch.

I Quickly Packed It Away,
And Dashed For The Bus!

When I Got To School,
I Saw Everyone Acting,
All Mighty And Cool!

i Got To My Locker,
hopeing I Could Play
A Quick Game Of Soccer.
Hopeully Before The Bell,
Goes Off For Class.

When I Finally Managed
To Open My Locker,
An Envolope Fell Out.
I Stood There Motionless,
Just Looking,
Looking Where The Enovlope,
Had Neatly Fallen Between
My Feet.

So I Quickly Bent Down,
And Picked It Up.
By That Time,
The Bell Rang.
I Quickly Shoved It Back Into My Locker.

As Lunch was only Five Minutes away,
I Was So Excited!
I Just Couldn't Help But,
Nibble on My Pen.

Then The Guy,
Who Sat Behind Me,
Thought It Would Be Funny,
To Put Gum In My,
Long Beautiful Hair.

The Bell Went,
People Laughed As I Walked By.
I Didn't Understand Why.
I Thought,
That Maybe It Was Because,
I Wore Shoes With My Skirt!

i Got To My Locker,
And Noticed Rude Remarks,
Written ALL Over It!
To Me That Wasn't The Shocker,
THIS WAS!
A Used Green Condum,
Was Covering My Lock!

I Stood There Gazing At It.
I Waiting Til Everyone Had Gone.
I Know That This Was Wrong,
But I Had to Pull It Off.

I Managed To Get It Off!
I Turned It Inside Out,
And Shoved It In My Pocket!
So I Can See Who's It Was,
During My Science Class!

I Grabbed My Letter,
Closed And Lock My Locker,
And Ran into The Girls Bathroom.

I Locked Myself In A Stall.
Brushed My Hand,
So Gently Down My Hair.
That's When I Noticed,
The guy Put Gum In My Hair!

I Reached Down My Shirt,
And Pulled Out My Razor Blade.

After What Seemed Like A Centry,
I Finally Got It out!
Than Returned My Attention To The Letter,
That Lay So Neatly On My Lap.

I Thought It Would Be Better,
Not To Break The Seal.
So I Opened The Top Slowly,
And Very Carfully With My Razor.

I Finally Managed To Open It!
My Heart Was Racing With Excitement!
Then I Heard Something Coming!
I Quickly Stuffed The Envolpoe Down My Skirt,
And Crouched Up Onto The Tolite,
So My Feet Weren't In View!

Two Girls Entered.
They Were Talking About,
Their Projects,
And Which Teachers THey Disliked Most.
Then Both Girls Had Decided,
To Go Into The Stalls,
On Either Side Of Me.

I Held My Breath In Silence,
For What Seemed A Long Time!

I Heard Noises,
Like Someone Was Pounding,
In A Confersation On Their Phones.

The Next Thing I Knew,
One Of The Girls Called My Name.
She Told Me,
That She Wanted To Play A Game!

She Came To My Stall,
And Managed To Open It.
She Dragged Me Out,
And Threw Me Onto The Floor.

Another Friend Of Hers,
Saw What Was Happening,
And Wanted To Join In!
So Now It Is Three Against One!

I Am Now Defenceless.
I Want No More!
I Feel Like A Turtle,
That Has Been Flipped On Its Back.
I Am Hopeless,
Yet I Am Entertainment For Others!

I Am Lying On My Back,
Both My Arms And Legs,
Are Now Pinned!

The Girl Gets Ontop Of Me,
And Sits There.

She Looks Me In The eyes,
I Tryed To Look Away!
This Most Definatly,
Hadn't Been My Day!

As I'm Trying To Look Away,
Her Hand Then,
Brushes Against My Cheek!

A Little Voice Inside,
Just Wanted To Be Free!
So I Can Freak!

She turns My Chest.
Then Looks Back Up At Me!

"My What A Lovely Pair,
You Got There!"

I Couldn't Help It,
My Cheeks Were Burning HOT!
They Felt Like Boiling Hot Water!

She Noticed Something,
She Noticed That My Cheeks Had Gone Red!
I Was So Embarrassed!
But She Looked Like,
She Was Enjoying EVERY Second Of It!

She Bent Down,
So Her Face Was Against Mine.
She Told Me Not To Scream,
If I Did She Would Do Something,
More Embarrassing Than The Last!

She Wore A Smile,
A Smile That Would Haunt Me,
For As Long As I Lived!

She Focused Back At My Chest,
Her Friends Egarly Awaiting,
To See What She Does Next!

She Started Talking To Me Again,
Tryin To Calm Me.
As She Was Reaching For My Shirt Buttons.

Undoing One At A Time,
And Counting Them As She Goes!

"One...Two...Three!"

She Looks Back Up At Me,
she Smiles And Says,
"Yup Those Are Keepers!"

She Then Lays Down Ontop Of Me,
Again She Gives Me That Look And Says,
"I Saw You During Our Gym Class,
Its Ok If Your Like That!
Most Of Us Are!"

I Didn't Unerstand What She Was Talking About!
All I Know Is That I Now Have,
Her Tounge Lodged In My Mouth!

Her Friends,
Still Pinning Me,
Did Nothing But Laugh.

When She Was Done,
She Sat Back Up On Me,
And Gently Guided Her Finger,
Across And Down My Chest.

She Said To Me,
That I Was Her Very Own,
Very Best Kisser!

Then Noticed My Cheeks,
Burning Bright Pink!
She Lays Back Ontop Of Me,
And Askes If I'll Date Her!

I Spat In Her Face,
And Told Her I Wasn't Interested!

She Found My Razor Blade,
In My Holder,
In My Bra,
And Grabbed It Out!

She Threatened Me,
I Said "NO!"
She Cut My Arm.

She Asked Me Again,
This Time In A Calmer Voice.
I Gave Her The Same Answer!
She Cut My Other Arm.

She Told Me,
"It's Either A Yes,
Or I Slit Your Throat,
And You DIE!"

I Warned Her To Put It Back!
She didn't Listen.
I Told Her That She Was Beautiful,
And I Didn't Want Her To Get,
Into Any Trouble!

But It Was To Late.
Her Actions Were Faster Than My Words.
A Teacher Camr In,
Just IN Time!
She Saw My Blood,
Me Pinned And Lying Down On THe Ground,
Struggling To Stay Alive.

The Teacher Screamed
" O MON DUE!"
She Loks At All Three Girls,
Pointing To Each One.
"You You And You,
Princepals office NOW!"

Everything Went Black!





 
 
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