Three and a half years,
I lasted.
I didn't care.
Nothing went to heart.
Nothing hurt my shell.
You didn't either
...the first 2 times.
Maybe because I hurt you first.
But baby...I don't wanna do that anymore.
You're the only one.
That makes me feel.
Feel like I'm in love.
And that's why I'm having this.
This first cry.
yeah I haven't written anything in a while because to write one I need insperation....well obviously I got it.
This is about how I pretty much feel like right now. My 2 time ex (and crush) has told me that he likes my friend. She likes him too. And I really like him. Alot. More than I liked him before. I guess it's to late for that now eh?
Oh and I almost forgot...the "three and a half years" refers to the fact that I haven't cried over anyone since my grandma died three and a half years ago. Not even when my grandpa did...even though I was closer to him.
X',','C (<tears)
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