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Oh the lies upon lies.
Between the circle between my minds.
What I know I don't see.
What I see I don't know.
When they throw friendship away,
Honor our the window.
Every man for themselves,
All for a damn bill.
When did the meaning change?
When did it all change?
Why do they torment me so,
Leaving my mind to grow.
They let it fester inside,
Leaving me to the thoughts.
The thoughts that kill,
It's just all to fill,
The pain is getting real.
To a point I can't take.
Someone once said,
"If you feel the weight of the world
on your shoulders try to hold that part
of the world up, and if you can't ask
a friend for help."
But what happens
When the people you called buds
will sell you out in a second.
What happens when you're all alone,
Left in the dark to fight.
Trying to figure out whats right.
I figure I don't really care,
Even when they sit and stare.
But I can only imagine and think,
But what you don't know,
Will always hurt the most,
Just leaving you to your mind.
Thoughts two of a kind.