What does struggle mean? does it mean to live? Die? To be a someone? To be nobody? To protect someone you truely love? Or to protect what is rightfully yours?
Me?....my struggle has nothin to do with those questions. No...my struggle...my sturggle is to overcome the soul inside of me. I breed darkness, i chew light.....I am salvation. I am King of the land, i am the holy spirit. I am the dictator, i am.....nothing.....nothing at all....i want to kill...i want to die...i want to be the soul devouer!!! but no.....i am nothing....simply nothing...I am the storm that passes by, the wind that gives u the fear...the eye of the tornado. I am the earhquakes...VOLCANOES...but no...simply human..I am god...no i am but worthless trash, kicked back in forth through the streets of New York City....I cant be who i want to be....im evil...low down...i give oblivion to all...no...im good and respectful...I hate myself....no i like myself
but im not conceited.....IM THE 1 who goes around killing, raping, shooting, IM A GENOCIDAL MANIAC, SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................but no....i will never lay my hand on a fly.....I WILL DESTROY THE WORLD.....i will die for the world.....i will kill my true love if she biitches to me....no....ill let it go and work things out together....
what im saying poeple is....i have two sides...1 dark...1 light.....i need help....
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Sinister
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