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Today I just heard from my friend that there was a party Saturday night and a girl and a boy got into a fight and one of my dad's closet friends was trying to break up the fight her name is Midge and she is a really nice person she has taken care of me and my sister since my parents died. Then, this guy pulled out a gun and shot her in the head and he tryed to take off but someone wrestle him to the ground and kept him there in till the police arrived and Midge was taken to the hospital but shortly after she got there she died and the man who shot her in the head was arrested it was on the news and it might still be on the news. When me and my twin sister heard that we began crying because we didn't know that she hadn't came home last night and now I lost someone else that I was close to who took care of me and my sister. I don't know how much longer and I can take seeing people die in my family before I commit suicide myself. My sister said commiting suicide is not the best path to take in life and I told her that I didn't care because I'm losing to many people that I care about. That's the story I have today and it happened just yesterday. How long will it before she commit's suicide because of so many people she is losing in her life or will she stand up and move on and be brave about it and pray that nothing else happens to someone she is close to? crying