Its strange, old emotions surfaced after I had a dream about an old love. I came home sick today and when I slept, I dreamed he was still with me, as if we hadnt fought and broken up. But its been almost a year since I last talked to him, since we fought. But maybe its because I saw him today for the first time in a long time. I didnt realize that emotions could stick around that long... even after someone crushes your heart and spirit. I woke up from the dream and all I wanted to do was cry and I couldnt figure out why. Maybe God is punishing me... I deserve it. I wish i could earse the memories of him and me together....
Mistress Integra · Mon Feb 27, 2006 @ 06:33pm · 1 Comments |