ok well this is kind of my way of saying that in the bottom entry here, its mostly all hatred, along with the next and the next and the next but with the last two i kind of relised a bit of understanding tha tthere is alot of good that i didnt mention that ik i probably dont remember right now but there is some reason why i obviously didnt kill myself all of thoughs times unless i have a head liek a rock like my dad says and i dont let much rlly bother me as much as i had thought. just know that i do have a hard life but the main idea of this whole thing is for YOU the person reading this Right Now! will know a little bit of what iv gone threw and if i told you to go hear and reed something please don't feel bad lol cuz like i said i must be forgetting some good times if i hadn't killed myself yet lol. but thanks for reading this first, and for someone to say im sorry for this or i can relate to this or that please dont say anything liek that because it just makes me think about the things again and id rather not lol.
P.S. if you do reed on just keep that much to yourself and ill just allow comments on them all and if you reed the whole messege in each box just comment on it
"I read it."
and reed the first box at the bottom so then you can work your way up to the better stuff which isnt filled with so much like pain and stuff lol.
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