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Endless Desire


luvd_n_forgotten
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Our sick game
Rough and painted
Smooth and sharp
My edges to your daggers
I fell, tripped up once again
How easily i end up in your snare
One day soon i wont have enough strength to return

Not holding me hostage, nor prisoner
Yet im bound and chained
Gagged and tortured
Do you think this is a game?

My goal to be set free is simple
Wont yu help?
Dont stand by, not even watching,
Love me.

I left you once but never again
I want whats mine but the courage wont come out
Silence is no longer adequate
I need your love

Not safe, nor cured
Yet you no longer pay attention
My balance tips
My sanity at risk

Wont you help?
Did you already forget?
Us?
Me?

Your my cure to this sick sick disease
I hurt, i ache in every inch, every corner and joint in this soon numb body and mind

I just barely weave through the pain
Those lonely nights but they have been lonely even before we were over
You stopped caring long before
So as i desperately hang on
Im frozen as ice

My heart feels drugged
You played the game from the start

I contemplate over and over what you have done to me
but thinking wont help
Plans and ideas are just a bother

Acting upon whats needed
I play the game too
I will capture you in my snare
This time you will be left screaming
I was a fool but i learned a few new tricks
My existence now only to win
I want my fair share of vengeance, you see.

Rough and painted
Smooth and sharp
Your edges to my daggers
You fall, fall upon your knees over me
Now easily i will put you back in your place
While whispering in your ear...
First loves a b***h isnt it?




 
 
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