Why do i have this....compel to see my inadequacy as...well idk something..

I want to die right now...probably wondering why i'm saying this. It's not that i hate life or anything...

I just want to see what happens when you die.

Do you go to Heaven or Hell?

Do you wonder around the Earth as a Spirit

Are you resurrected as an animal?

who knows...no one is alive to tell us this...
I want to know what happens, i hope we dont rot in the ground forever =[