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You know, there are days I wish I could say what I think.
There's days I wish I could tell you what I feel.
But yet, I'm too cowardly to even talk to you.
To start, just a moment ago, I saw you.
Yet, I told you I was over with us.
I told you I wasn't going to let it phase me.
My mind tells me the same, I think it a lot.
I try to push it away whenever I can.
Yet, my heart tells me not.
My heart tells me to never give up.
I know I can't beat what I feel.
Nor can I let it go.
You'll always be in my heart.
I guess it's easy for you because it was all a joke.
Nothing but a laugh to you.
But to me, I got attached.
I feel you inside still, and it aches so hard knowing I can't do anything.
I don't want to let go, and it won't be easy.
Hell, you're probably reading this now, laughing at me.
Judging me like life is a joke.
I may be a guy, and not supposed to really care so much.
Yet, I can't help it. It's like I told you, I'm not like the rest.
I am my own person, I choose how I want to be.
I'm sensitive, I can't let go of friends easily.



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