VENTING AHEAD:
so i am ******** pissed!!! i'm in my school's musical this year (again) and for the first ******** time i got a part. granted, its a small part but hell, i'll take what i can get. only problem is, i'm part of the chorus as well. the chorus has relatively short dances that don't exceed two minutes but these dances are the ones the pissed me off in the first place. so, hell, to explain it to you i'm gonna go all the way back to the shitty beginning. you see, last year i was a plain old chorus member. we did cinderella and there was a whole huge badass ballroom scene. well who did lowly little me get paired with being the youngest girl there? the ******** sped kid who can't even think straight dammit! so i was pissed then and was flipping out with a "there is no way in hell i am dancing with him." now that was while restraining myself whereas my actual thoughts were "go ******** yourself you assholes, you think just cause you're older you're better than me? you have no ******** control in my life so just ******** off" yeah i was really pissed. their solemn response was, "don't worry. its just one year. it won't happen again. we promise. next time you'll have an awesome partner." well as a part this year, i wasn't there when they assigned partner's so who did i get ******** paired with? ANOTHER SPED KID!!! he's a retard i have to spend two extra hours with at band every other day. now the dances this year are in pairs in a lot of stuff and i happen to be crammed in the back corner with the four sped kids(one of which being the moron i danced with last year) and its so ******** retarded. i got pissed and so i told my one friend and she's like, "i'm really sorry. i had to remind them that you were even there in the first place." at which point i was becoming 1)homicidal 2)suicidal[seriously] 3)just ******** plain old pissed off 4) an inch away from quiting. so i tell my cousin and what does she say? "i'm sorry bud. but you can't quit it'll screw with your drama career for the next two years. maybe they do it cause they know you have more..." now she was gonna say tolerance but my glare just sorta stopped that. i do not have any tolerance for them! i am not letting them grab me around my waist!!!! so i furthermore tell another girl and she agrees its bullshit cause we've both gone through so much of it this year. i get in the car and my dad asks what happened. well i explain it to him and he says to talk to them. well they'd tell me there's nothing they can do about it and to just deal with it like last year. so then at my denial he tells me to ask his girlfriend who says the exact same thing as my cousin. i just became pissed and went to the computer. then i vented. i'm not really sure if anyone ever reads this s**t but it makes me feel better knowing that its out there. sorry for swearing so much everyone. i'm just... really really mad.
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