... Passion an emotion im some what in tune with maybe not to the point of where i should be but doesnt mean i dont feel it... i saw today of the internet of a girl who was dying and she was robbed of her life so she got the chance to make it up there was a guy that im guessin loved her (i couldnt) and he married her and oh my god i dyed cuz even though you go though life knowing s**t it doesnt mean that it has to happen then 10 days later she died in her sleep but he was with her ... i dont know if this guys was truly in love or just sorry that she had to end up this way or even if it was true at all... i seem to think as people go though life they hear things like weed is bad ******** that i feel as if i got smarter when john gets smarter thats a ******** mircle but honselty life isnt to be prefect white a** skinny suck up person ... let loose for just one day and the world is different... i wish this one girl yea lauren would just let go for just once i swear i would do nothing to her to ******** up her p***y but damm let go ******** it ... god she's just a good girl but i'll take that anyday i like that she doesnt wannt to ******** thats makes me work harder but hell we anit even together ... maybe another day or time ... life possible but my passion is love anybody is something i prey that god will allow me to understand hell maybe i do understand but i just choose to turn my back to the ladies grauds ... but ******** it i can see her then she ******** it all up then agian god im gonna pray for lauren or any girl to let go not to point of you wanna ******** every guy in the town but just to be open with others dont be afaid of disipointment