Snow, Japanese rock, snow, pizza, sleep, doctor appointments, more Japanese rock...that's what's been going on with me. Pretty boring except for the Japanese rock which is never boring (found many new bands). Made a lot of new friends, too. These friends recommend bands to me or remind me to listen to ones I knew. Found an album cover of a Wrisk album. Exciting.
Didn't commit suicide on Ex's birthday o: celebration. I pretty much denied it was her birthday the whole day. Its another milestone. I think come the one year anniversary of my being kicked out I will finally be able to let go of her completely. I don't entertain anymore that she will come back. In fact, whenever I think of her the heavy stone in my heart that she gave me frowns in anger and dislike. If I didn't have pictures of her I would have forgotten her face because I'm not too good with faces... I'll delete these pictures eventually, I know. Hopefully one day she will just be a name. And then one day she will just be the vestige of a nameless memory.
Finally got my daily inhaler. Its...a disk...>.<...I am scared to use it. But I will use it! This is no time to be scared! It has the potential to bring back my voice, and for that I would do anything! So what if the powder that suddenly puffs into my mouth as I press some random button makes me vomit! ...I'll be fine o: always am.
Currently listening to: Edith Piaf's "Hymne A L'amour". Classic.
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