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11.28.2004- what a sucky night.... |
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ok, firstly, I'm WAY too busy. full time student in advanced track classes, part time job, i teach karate to kids 3 times a week, i'm involved in 4 afterschool activities and i have no drivers lisence *yet*. So, as we approach the end of the semester, I look at my interim grades and say to myself "well, f*ck, my grades are slipping" as my almost straight A's drop to B's and C's. My parents are having like some sort of contest between me and my younger sister, who's a freshman, to see who comes out with the best grades. *i'm losing* and they're putting a lot of preassue on me that i don't need.
so with everything i already have to do, my parents expect me and my sister to keep up with the house work i.e.-sweeping, cleaning, etc. my sister doesn't do any of it, so in an effort to not start rifts, I just do it all. but, when they ask "ooh! what a nice job! who did it?" i'm at work so my sister takes the credit and when i get home its all "blah blah-do your part or we'll take away the cell phone you pay for! blah blah blah"
anyways.... tonight. worked for my usual shift (5-Rush) came home after stopping by burger king since my mother doesn't feel like buying food for me anymore (including lunch, so thats one more thing my paycheck goes towards) and everyone flocks over to "grab a couple fries" or "try a chicken tender" and before i know it, almost all of my Big kids meal is gone. Already in a bad mood because I haven't seen or talked to my b/f in two days (i usually see him everyday), I snap and start yelling at everyone and they stary yelling back talking about how i don't do anything and finally i started crying because I was so stressed about everything and they just kept yelling so i walked off and they got mad at me for being rude to them. then, I had to clean the bathroom my sister and i share while she stands in the door telling me everything i'm doing wrong.
so, in short, had a sucky sucky night and wish i could leave this place. unfortunatly, i'm still not leagally an adult and i can't find anything about emancipation in my state so i guess i'm stuck here unless one day i just move out.
 CajunFaery · Mon Nov 29, 2004 @ 03:30am · 2 Comments |
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