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A boy named Eric has had a crush on me for a few years now. Since i found he liked me I had a boyfriend after tell him I was not dating people, at that time thats what I thought I was doing. Since him and I broke up I think that Eric and I are kind of ment for each other. He is the sweeties boy in the world, and he treats me like he appreciates me. He has these magnificent bright blue eyes. And he is an extremely nerdy, adorable boy. He has so many different video games. Hes very strange, and he has quite a strange past, but it was never a secret and I knew him and talked to him as he went though the whole thing. He has never been anything but a total sweet heat to me. I just don't believe I am able to bring myself to want to date Eric. I don't know who I am waiting for anymore, but I dont think Im going to find it soon, and I don't think its Eric.