Yes, I'm two-faced, and most probably a liar too.
This is my only way of letting out my feelings (since the person I'm talking about does not have an account here).
Come June and it's the start of classes again, and I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY hoping that that person won't step another foot on our school. Not because she was bully to me or anything, but because I feel that I've changed for the worse because of her.
I can't refuse any of her offers to the malls/to buy something/etc because if I did, she will just whine and say "So our friendship is this shallow?" and I want to answer her that "Yes, it IS this shallow."
She doesn't also have a good reputation. Her being a loud-mouth that spouts only "colorful" words, if you know what I mean. So I guess it also affects MY reputation since we two are always together.
I don't treat her as my best friend. Actually, when I first met her, I already knew she was trouble, and I already didn't like her because of her being a blabbermouth. I guess the reason why we two are close now is because of our same interest (other than music) which are make up and dance dance revolution.
BUT NOW. I don't want to be near her. I am in the midst of creating a "new me" and I don't want her in the picture.
 Melancholic Trance · Thu Apr 28, 2011 @ 09:25am · 0 Comments |
