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Rogue, can we do a face off between Amy and Jessy?

Sure, anything specific you want to happen?

Not particularly.

Oh, and Rogue? If you don't like something I'm roleplaying, either here or on the fansite, just tell me. Please don't go complaing about me to Doc so he has to tell me.

I did not complain, I told him that I felt upset about it. I told him how I felt. When we got together we promised no secrets, we tell eachother when we feel uncomfortable with something the other does.

I well always be honest about things to him, because I love him more then anything. When I get upset I have every right to turn to him.

And I have a right not to be bitched about.

No offense, but I was not 'bitching' to Doc about you.

He asked how I was. And I had just read it and told him upset, and when he asked why, I told him that I hated myself for feeling upset over what I read. After we talked for a bit he asked me if he wanted him to talk to you about toning it down, and I well admit didn't dislike the idea, I told him that he didn't have to.

In which he replied that he knew, but he didn't like me being upset over something.

I did NOT b***h to him, I talked with him, told him how I felt, he said how he felt about it and he came up with an idea.

It is not complaining or bitching when you tell your boyfriend you are upset about something. Doc is my rock and when I'm upset I have every right to talk about it.

You apparently didn't think once how I'd feel. I thought you were going to BAN me or something because you didn't like me. And face up to it Rogue, if you were confidant in your relationship with Doc OUTSIDE the roleplay then you should have had no need to tell Doc that you hated the way I was roleplaying. Jeez, Rogue, at least Britain's a free country.

I wouldn't ban you because of that. rolleyes have a little more confidance. And I do feel confident about our relationship. Doc has never given me a reason to doubt him. I just didn't, for some reason, like it and I just told him. There is no way to control your feelings Jess. Sometimes you just feel things, dispit what your mind tells you.

Yeah. THose feelings? You know, the ones that hurt other people? You keep quiet. Completely quiet. Because otherwise sooner or later they get out and they hurt people. I was hurt because a, you made me feel like some kind of slut or whore, and b, because you didn't even tell me yourself, you told other people. I didn't know if you'd just told Doc, or if you'd told everybody.

And can we start the thread?

Your right, I didn't consider your feelings, but I'm only human, no shame in that. And I'm sorry that you felt that way but I'm an open person. And I've only let two people to et close to me, Ashley and Doc. They are the only ones who know, because they both are the ones closet to me. I'm completely honest to them. When I'm down I tell them because they usually make me happy. No shame in wanting to be happy.

And I'm not so sure if we should, Doc might have a plan for Amy, I'll ask him while he's at work.