As you can tell, I'm getting really bored right now. And I've gotten no sleep last night, because of lightning, toast, and ice tea. I warn you all now, NEVER, I repeat, NEVER have something to eat or drink before you go to bed. It will keep you up all night. I learned this the hard way. I'm really sleep, but I just can't seem to be able to get to sleep at all. I hate it wel this happens for no reason. I wish that there were some way to stop it. But how can you stop something that you have no controll of? It just doesn't make any sense. ANd yet somehow it does. Strange, this world of ours is, isn't it? Most of the time I forget what day it is. Or is it the fact that Earth changes everyday, but we barely notice it. Our lives are very short compared to the life of the Earth. But by the time the Sun explodes, I will be long dead, so I will not care. That's the thing that I am most afraid of. That's right I have a worst fear. It's death. The thought that someday, I will die from what ever I die from, that fact that I will cease to exist scares that living hell out o me. I really don't want to have to give up the body my parents made for me so that I can just rot in the ground, unless of course if I am cremated. But that's a different matter altogether. I will leave you now to ponder my words.
UnForSakenLies · Sun Apr 09, 2006 @ 12:05pm · 0 Comments |